Behind the Pseudonym

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Pseudonym: Elle Viajera
Real Name: Louella Papa
Birthday: March 12, 1981
Birth Place: Zamboanga City
Profession: Renal Nursing
Vocation: Travel Writer

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I feel like I have not been in one with my soul yet. My deteriorating flesh is losing time, and so I have to move fast in getting answers to my psyche's questions. These answers hold the key to the gates that have locked up my innermost being. The union of my body and soul will mark the ultimate surrender of my existence to the will of its Creator. I long for that day to come...


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there's healing in solitude...

I'm the youngest of 5 so I'm kinda bratty. Many say I'm thoughtful and selfless. I'm generous to those I care about but I can be selfish to those who’ve abused my generosity.

I love to write--I pour out my emotions through writing. It's a very helpful therapy for my sanity. I love to sing--I go to videokes w/ friends who can tolerate my singing voice. I love to dance--it's is a way to ease my tension. I love to read--I plan to have my own book club someday.

Lately, I tried breaking away from my comfort zone and tried exploring the outdoors. I enjoy communing with nature through mountaineering. I never thought I would be able to conquer my agoraphobia.

I used to be perfectionist and very keen on details but I learned to loosen up a bit. I realized that the true challenge in life is to wholeheartedly accept its imperfections.

There were times when I felt like giving up, but God would send me angels who'd push me into continuing on. I don't have regrets to the events in my life because whether they were favorable or not, they made me who I am today.

Recent events in my life shook me the hardest and they made me realize that my faith isn't that strong. I would like to renew my faith in God, in life, in love... This is my hunger pain. I seek for spiritual growth.

I'm a paradox and many people get confused with me. I try hard to be unpredictable that people close to me can already predict my next move--the unexpected. Duh! So much for my effort.

~there's greater power in benignity~
~there's beauty in jaggedness~
~there's bliss awaiting every broken smile~

I am merely passing by as a traveler in this journey called life... Come, join me as I uncover some of life's greatest mysteries!


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